Becca Metzler

My spiritual awakening began in January 2021 and within a few weeks, I had to drop the title of atheist that I had held so dear for nearly two decades. Less than a year later I decided to take my awakening to the next level by sitting with Ayahuasca. When I returned, I was plummeted into an extremely intense Dark Night of the Soul. I was in full blown spiritual crisis. I suffered with incessant panic attacks, insomnia, confusion and psychosis. I was in a nearly constant state of fight or flight. I struggled to find the help I needed and suffered immensely for over three months, refusing western medical intervention before it got so bad that I was contemplating ways to end my life. I knew something big was being asked of me and based on who I thought I was, I had no faith in myself that I could handle it. And as a recent former atheist, I didn’t have faith that anything out there would help me. That is when I finally agreed to be hospitalized and put on medication. And with frequent therapy, spiritual coaching, shadow work, mindfulness practices and a massive amounts of prayer, I slowly got my head above water. And a about a year and a half after going on medication, I was able to taper myself off and rely solely on newly developed coping skills, mindfulness practices and a blossoming relationship with Spirit.

I am now being guided to heal and open my throat chakra and use my voice as I continue my work of awakening and to assist humanity as we move through this massive shift in consciousness.

I am passionate about speaking on all things spiritual, including spiritual awakenings - from the super intense to the more subtle. As someone who has spent much of the last 3 years traversing the dark, I would be honored to share my story and help others as they do the same. I am no stranger to fear, hopelessness and grief. In fact, I now recognize them as allies on this journey. I have developed and continue to practice the skills required to set myself free from the prison of the unconscious mind that we have created individually and as a collective.

I would be a great guest to discuss all things spiritual. From awakenings to God itself, trauma, plant medicine, shadow work, mindfulness, meditation, astrology, extra terrestrials, sacred sexuality, divination, intuition, manifestation, raising your vibration, surrendering to spirit, observing the mind and much more!

I love to bring a sense of humor to this work and completely remove my mask so others can feel safe to do the same. Absolutely nothing is off limits for me - if it’s part of the human experience, I’m here for it. There’s no room for shame here. Everything belongs. It’s all perfect and moving us toward our highest good if we can just be aware and brave enough to see with new eyes!