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“A new frontier trailblazer, in the healing of many mental disorders caused by past trauma memories, through a self help spiritual solution”
Having come from past trauma myself, and loathe to endure that path for my lifetime, I was committed to finding a solution to such things as ptsd and depression, caused by my past trauma memory. I learned, that these conditions cannot be successfully healed, because they are in fact states of mind; but if i could heal and release the past trauma memory that caused my conditions, my mental states; then it stood to reason for me, that if the cause of the condition was released, there would be no rhyme or reason to continue to suffer these dysfunctional learned states of being. This made so much sense to me, that l walked away from my very kind and caring mental health professionals [2] so that i could pursue a spiritual solution that would heal the hole in my soul.
They say the past is history for a reason. We have no right or reason, to leave the present and think we can change or alter what happened in the past, and certainly not do any better than the version of us, who suffered, endured, survived the event, and sacrificed so much, that we would be free today, to have a life beyond their wildest dreams
At a certain point, i came to realize i was a part of the problem; the trauma; and not any part of the solution.
Over time, i developed this 12 step program and a separate healing event that precedes the 12 steps, that enables each person to break free of the past memory completely, and they experience this release, mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually.
what helped me fully to understand the extent of my self sabotaging behavior to myself and my inner child, was to compare a picture of me today, against a picture of that child who suffered the event. Clearly one might see a family resemblance ,but that's about it, one is a 12 year old child, the other a 63 year old adult male. We cant be in two places at once, either we exist today or we exist in the past.
this led me here, to a practice whereby i could give the details of the past back to its rightful owner. it took about 3 hours and more importantly, it was the right thing to do. it was never any of my business.
